16 March 2010

I just do not know how my future is going to be end like?

Now i am in the middle of mechanical engineering course. Everything is doing great, great in calculations parts but suck in theories parts. I just fail my mechanical technology certificate paper and waiting for re-sit in June. i have no ideas how am i going to study my mechanical technology, plant installation and plant technology in the same time for c and g exam!

Every morning, i woke up in a very regret mood with my mind thinking why would you listen to your parent of taking mechanical course! Actually, i planned to study in fashion design course but they reject it and force me to study this mechanical course! I ever fought with my father when we are discussing on me taking fashion design course. I seldom talk to my dad about my life but more on my mom. Why i seldom talk to my dad ?

Because when he talk, he always told us all those negative stuff instead of positive stuffs. And he always misunderstanding what we had told him and like to talk all those nonense things around me and my brother. My brother also seldom talk to him. We are more to talking to our mom rather spending our time talking to our dad. BUT he is a great cook!

After few month, miracle happen to them. My mom come and ask me how is the course i studying right now. I answered it with no fear: it was suck and i hated it much but i was trying my best to score good grade as money is spending in this course. Apparently, i score quite good mark in my class and fail in the c and g exam. WTH!!!!

She said that i can study what i want after finish this course with full certificates. I was shock and surprise what she had answered me. I was happy that she finally know it!

Thanks to her for understanding me and my future!